40th post

This is more an update than an actual post, since a lot has happened recently. So today, not really going through like all the major things that are happening, but I hope that each situation gets resolved or the people involved get closure in some form. I found out tonight that an online friend (from another site) is in the hospital at the moment and I hope that whatever happens is for the best. I've been through a similar situation and understand part of what she's going through, and I hope she's ok. I haven't kept in contact with her as much as I wanted to, so I just hope she's ok. Hey MC, when you read this, I just want to let you know I'm sorry about my role in the matter. On an unrelated note, I do have a topic. Every day, someone kills themself. No, sorry, that's an understatement. Statistically it's on the rise. Every day there are people who find a way to end their lives. Two years ago I almost became one of them. I'm not going into the reasons for why I tried it, instead I'll talk about the consequences. I lost friends after that, and for a year and a half I had issues that messed me up in a really harsh way that affected every part of my life. It was not a fun experience and definitely is not something I would want to go through again. I just want to pass this message on to people who are considering doing that: There's always a solution to any problem you're going through. And there's always help. There's always something or some way to solve something. Killing yourself will only make things worse. If you need to talk to someone, find that person. If you need some way to vent, find that way to vent. There's a solution for almost everything. All you need to do is hang on. If you want to kill yourself, well then that's up to you, but it's not something you should do. There's no justifiable reason to do that, no matter how convincing a reason may sound. And if you're going to try killing yourself just because you can, then you're an idiot. Seriously, not cool. It's up to you, but if you decide to go through with it for whatever reason then you really aren't thinking things through. At least talk to someone before you go through with it. Get a bit of help. I really don't think anyone should go through it. But ultimately it's up to whoever is making that choice. Anyways that's all I wanted to say about it. I'm tired and today has been a mix of good and bad. Goodnight.