Day 18 - Still sober Hurray for me!!!!    OK now that that's done with.  I don't know if I'm depressed or sick.  I know that there is some 'female' issues going on but they have been there for 30 years so I'm still not sure what it is.   I'm going to try the old 'mind over matter' routine to see if it helps.  Maybe if I pretend to be happy I eventually will be.  I certainly pretended to be sober often enough.  Huh.........