Day 5 - Feeling good.   Scared about upcoming weekend, but, I know, one day at a time.   So far no withdrawals just an achy back.  As I lay in bed last night, I whispered to my hubs that it was so nice to be about to go to sleep, not hating myself.   He told me I'm a good woman and I should never hate myself.  I said "not yet, but I'm working on it".