I'm back.

I've been away for a bit.  We had our internet turned off for a bit.  Over a year I guess.  It feels right to be back.  I saw that marg died.  Things aren't the same without her.  I know there are others missing.  Hopefully they are still lurking around here and I just haven't seen them yet.  I am still working at a job.  I have been sick once this winter.  But seemed to last for a month or so.   Have had less panic attacks.  I have been having less shortness of breath.  I stay tired!  I sometimes just want to stop!  My fev1 dropped to 29%.  It had been in the mid thirties.  Have had it checked more because I have been participating in a research study.  There are two different machines used for the pulmonary function tests.  Going on the 31rst to see my doc.  Will see how I register!  I have only seen this doctor once.  Told by a friend/the director of the company where I work that this guy is the best.  So I changed docs.  Like him.  But it seems that it's time to just keep things from getting worse not hoping that they will get better.  Hubby is going with me.  I need to write up some notes for the visit.  I always forget something.  Well It is good to be back.  I am different than who I was before.  A lot happens over a year!!!