Sad

Yesterday I was told that one of the most loved ladies at the church I attend passed away.  I knew she had not been feeling well, but I was shocked that she was a lot more ill than I had thought.  I feel for her granddaughter as the girl lost her mother a few months ago and now she lost her grandmother too and she is only 19.  I need to get over this very very sad feeling.  She was also one of the ladies that made blankets for the homeless children.  I will miss her immensely.  I will try to feel happier soon.  I am going to try to work on the blankets today, but when I do that then I start crying as I miss her already.  It is a good thing that I have my husband to take care of as that will take my mind off of losing Ruth.  It is time to start my day.