You know this is one time I wish that more read my journal entries cause I'd really like to get a variety of feedback here but I guess we'll see. I'm wondering if anyone goes thru periods and/or spells where, it's hard to describe, but you don't feel ill in the traditional sense but you just can't seem to function. I'm not experiencing any major pain issues nor say stomach, etc., etc., but I'm just not with it somehow.  It's like I walk thru the house with feet & legs that feel like they're made of lead & I've got no ambition to get out there & go & do.  I hate to say I could stay curled up in my room with TV & a book & just not participate in life.  When I started to really focus on it today it only made it worse cause then I got down in the dumps abt it.  I went to my exercise/dance class today (pushing & dragging myself) & I was barely able to participate & I'm usually one of the best in the class, man was I mad at myself I tell ya.   But I went cause I know it's good for the body. I'm sure my back & hip problems are not helping right now but at least massage therapy tomorrow afternoon. Anywho just wondering if it's part of life with lupus, I guess I'm a bit confused today. Thanks everyone, I really do love you all dearly.