OK, no brave front here right now, just me & my worry going crazy. My hubby has a colonoscopy on Tues mid day because of blood found in a stool sample a while back & I guess because until these last few days it's sort of been filed in the back of my mind I never really gave it too much thought, but now because it's near I find it's really getting the better of me most times. Don't know why the negative always seems to find it's way front & center but alas it does.  I'm trying to stay focused on good & positive but - yes - what if it's serious, what if it's related in some way to the prostate thing we're dealing with, what if, what if, what if.................... OK, onto something a bit better.  I guess I really am a "kitty3" now.  The little calico we took in is a member of the family.  Our female cat, Angel, my little queen b, my princess, is really having a hard time with this.  We've got some struggle with this for a while I think.  But our old male, Pepper, is already sort of being a big brother to her, although her attempts at play do drive him crazy sometimes, he's being a real champ abt the whole thing. Anywho, thats abt it, I just felt like I needed to voice my concerns abt my darling hubby.  I got to thinking that you folks are the best people I can share with. Take care everyone.