I haven't done an entry for so long I feel like I don't know what to say or in a way where to begin. One thing I've come to know for sure is that not sleeping properly alot of the time I think will be my thorn in the side with Lupus.  But all I can say is that sure interferes with being able to maybe do all I'd like to some days.  Not sure yet if I shd mention it to my rheumy when I see him in May.  My left hip & pelvic area some days give me real grief, up to the point where I'll use my cane to walk.  Thinking I might be heading to trying accupuncture or see what my reflexologist says. But that aside most of the time I'm feeling really not bad at all.  The extra stress issue I have ongoing is not doing any real harm & I keep focusing on that & that our Lord will keep being there for me. One other thing-my hubby's daughter & our grand daughter are coming in town for a bit.  Up till last night we didn't know where they'd be staying so I had hubby call her cause with my health balancing act I didn't want to be caught off guard.  They want to stay here for a few nights.  I'm so so not looking forward to this.  It's not that she's horrible or anything it's just that I always feel like I can never relax & really be me when she's around.  She has a tendency to be very complaining all the time & knit picky, I don't know, just keeps me uptight.  I worry big time abt things like being able to cook good enough etc. etc.  I'm sitting here chewing my nails already & she's not getting here till Sunday late afternoon. One good thing - I'm diligently working out twice a week, dance class Mondays & a gym Thursday a.m.  In diff ways I can notice a huge difference so thats a good thing I'm thinking.  It's just that darn hip!!!!!! Anyway before I keep babbling too much I'll sign off for now.  I really love you all for listening here.