I went out & did an hr and a half of yard work, only an hr and a half and I feel totally wasted.  It really bugs me cause I feel I shd be way more able then that.  Confused-maybe I'm expecting too much of myself.My wrists now though are just almost unbearable.  I was trying to write to the Lord in my journal and my penmanship looks like a 6 yr old.  After a bit I said that I can't write any more and said I'd leave my heart open and if he has time can he just review the rest of whats happening and/or troubling me.  Sure hope he's not too dissappointed in me.Whats bugging me sometimes is that if it wasn't for my wrists and sometimes some muscular problems in one hip I'm sure I'd feel almost so perfect.  And, I want to be there so so much.Oh well, we shall keep fighting and I won't settle for less then winning, or at least 2nd place.Hope all is going well for those checking me out here.  You all have a spot in my thoughts and my heart and soul.