I went out & did an hr and a half of yard work, only an hr and a half and I feel totally wasted. It really bugs me cause I feel I shd be way more able then that. Confused-maybe I'm expecting too much of myself.My wrists now though are just almost unbearable. I was trying to write to the Lord in my journal and my penmanship looks like a 6 yr old. After a bit I said that I can't write any more and said I'd leave my heart open and if he has time can he just review the rest of whats happening and/or troubling me. Sure hope he's not too dissappointed in me.Whats bugging me sometimes is that if it wasn't for my wrists and sometimes some muscular problems in one hip I'm sure I'd feel almost so perfect. And, I want to be there so so much.Oh well, we shall keep fighting and I won't settle for less then winning, or at least 2nd place.Hope all is going well for those checking me out here. You all have a spot in my thoughts and my heart and soul.
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oh, I can relate to this! keep in mind that some days just are better than others. if next week, you try again, you might get 3 good hours. who knows?
sometimes I get so tired from nothing much at all and it\'s hard to explain.
I can relate to what you said about talking to the Lord. I would say to him (back 5 years ago) LORD, I just want to do things for YOU and my heart is in the right place, why won\'t you heal me?
my relation ship with him has changed a lot since then, but I think he mostly cares about what\'s in your heart and it doesn\'t matter how much you write and so on.
hang in there. better days are to come I am sure of it.
hugs my wonderful friend
God knows the heart. He is not going to punish you becaause you are limited in what you can do. He loves you no matter what. I find that we as humans can be so hard on ourselves. Just relax and don\'t be troubled. The best is yet to come. I hope you have a great and blessed day. My prayers are with you.
You can only do so much. Be proud that you did 1 1/2 hrs of yard work. Maybe the next time it will be more.
God doesn\'t make any ordinary people. Only special ones. And thats you
Special Hugs Nancy
I wish i could do 1 minute of yard work. LOL I can not even go outside to do anything but sit in my wheelchair.. so swetty be happy for what ever time you have. God loves to be thought of and talked too so your going just great.. Thinking upon the Lord all day and night and rejoicing His holy name sing praises all day long and He will bless you so much . Love and hugs