Well I've got an issue that I had sworn to myself I was going to keep to myself, push it to the back of my mind, not dwell on it, etc. etc., in order not to jeopardize all the health progress I've made to date but I guess I need to cry on someone's shoulder. My dad had recently gone for a regular physical.  I usually always check on how things went.  It was a few days since I spoke to him & during our conversation I found out that the dr found a lump on, well lets just say a personal part of his body.  Of course they did more tests, the results will be in a wk & a bit.  They said it could be a cyst or, darn it all, here goes CANCER. I'm trying so hard to think only positive but why dam it all why does the negative always keep sneaking in.  I really have moments where I, I don't know, I just don't know period. Sorry everyone, just needed to spill my guts.