Bothered, bewildered, confused, frustrated........  Sums up how I feel right abt now. Got the results of my last bone density test.  Compared to the one I had abt 1 1/2 yrs ago which was not good, this was one was worse then that.  It was my diabetes dr that reviewed it with me & he asked if my rheumy had me on a bone metabolism drug.  I said yes that I've been on Didrocal for over a yr now.  They are really puzzled as to why this could be happening.  My doc is thinking for sure they'll have to try me on a something else. Of course now that I have to be off dairy for a bit shd make things interesting too.  Extra calcium here we come.  It's funny cause no gluten food was one thing but 80% of my diet revolves around dairy items, ooohh boy. I felt today like my head was just spinning & spinning, wondering what am I going to eat most of the time, duh!!!! Then a funny moment.  I caught a brief moment of a TV show where someone was being given a bible fr their mother.  The mother says something abt it always giving her peace or whatever & abt being strong and keeping faith.  I feel in my heart the Lord reached out to me thru that moment & wants me just to keep on fighting, to try to stay strong. I'm feeling very very overwhelmed today.  Okay enough is enough, I won't cry crocodile tears to you all anymore. Take good care all.