Well I had my coloscopy.  Man am I glad that's over with.  They gave me a sedative but somehow it either wasn't enough or something cause it really didn't work.  At one point I was having so much pain/discomfort I started to get nausiated. But the good news is the dr told me he found no trace of any serious illness/condition but he did take 4 biopsies which I'll find the results of in abt 8 wks. I kept the Lord close in my mind and silently prayed while they were prepping things but I'm a bit disappointed in myself for during the process during the pain I feel I let myself get carried away, rapid breathing etc.  I can't believe I didn't keep better control, pray, deep breath, etc. Oh well at least I know the Lord knows I'm only human and can have my weak moments.