Time

Well, things are still at a standstill.. I am holding my ground. I refuse to go through anymore testing until he gets tested. Everything on my end other than the mild PCOS says that I WILL be able to get pregnant... I may need some assistance but nothing major (hopefully), so I think he has an incling it is him.. he did have chicken pox at a later age I guess, and his mom has him thinking it has caused him to be sterile.. he was ten or eleven.. I didnt think it could do anything at that age.. I guess I am clueless in that area. SO, I know that plays a big part in him not wanting to get tested.
I had a small talk with him three nights ago. I basically said that I will give him time to think things over, but that I DO want a child in my life.. it has ALWAYS been my dream to have children... I havent decided if this would be a marriage breaker or not.. I am hoping not because I adore him... love him with all of my heart.. but at the same time, my heart is breaking because he has not become more involved. Our marriage is at a standstill and its heard to bare. I am hoping he comes to a decision soon.
Thank you for all of your support and understanding.. I hope my next post will be a happy one saying he finally went in for testing. Good luck to all of you as well through all of your battles with this condition. I cant wait to see all of the newborn baby pictures of my pregnant friends, and all of the success stories of my friends who have finally gotten their BFP!!! Sticky baby dust and lots of hugs!!
~Amber