Wow, late night entry I guess. Sorry I havent been around last night or today. Everything is fine, just extremely tired after pulling the all nighter. First off, if you are one of my friends from Chicago, please check in with me so that I can know your alright. Just heard there was a shooting and 5 woman were killed so, I'm a bit worried about you. I went shopping with my husband today, had a great day together and had my planned cheat meal for the week. We went to the Ninety Nine Resteraunt, one of our weekend favs. Its cheap, its yummy and its right by all of the stores we like to shop at. So, I bought an EXTREMELY cute coat for next year, two sizes smaller than I am right now, for motivation of course. I swear the coat was saying to me "You loooove me!!! Buy me please!!!!!!" And it was right.. I did love it. AND, I got it half price so this makes me happy! Normally $120, got it for $60.. YEAH BABY!! lol. And I am happy to report that I fit into a pair of jeans I bought a couple of months ago tonight. Still a bit snug, but I'm bloated so, I'm happy about it. (the jeans, not the bloat lol).  Got some cute new shades today too, and some bangle braclets... I'm tapping into my sexiness.. lol.. I think my husband is noticing my transition too because his hand never left my bum today... Kevin and I decided tonight that we are going to renew our wedding vows after we move to N.M. We are going to have the wedding we always wanted but our family wouldnt agree to. We are going to get married on a beach in Mexico, with just our best friends. I'm going to wear the dress I always wanted to wear, but couldnt fit into.. and its going to be beautiful. So, yet again another piece of clothing that I will use as motivation. Its worked before, it will work again. Our intentions were to get married on a beach in Jamaica, but our parents wouldnt go for it, and demanded we had the normal big fancy shin dig with all of the fam. We did get married on a beach (the only thing we got that we wanted), but it was in tuxes and a formal ugly a** dress. So, it will be nice to have thing the way we wanted. I think its important for us to get married after Kevin and I are back together after the academy anyway, because after 4 months of being apart, it will be good to reunite heart body and soul.... again... So, I will be planning that and looking for "the dress".  Tomorrow I'm hitting the pool for another 1000 yards. Then off to a Super Bowl Party... Its insane her in N.E. everyones gearing up for the party!!! Everyone else is eating pizza and other junk, I got a lean cuisine pizza, baked corn chips and guacamole for me. The avacados are fattening, but good fats. Sorry this has been so long, but I had to make up for 2 missed entries!! Thank you all for the love sent while I was gone. I love you all so much! I hope your having a great weekend!

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I hope the wedding happens the way you want it to. Sounds real nice. I live in MA so I can\'t wait for the Patriots to win and get it all over with. THat\'s all I hear about! Good for you for eating the lean cuisine! Keep up the good work!!
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Ohhh, that sounds so great! It\'s nice that you guys care about each other so much. I remember those days before kids when all you have is each other. Now I think everyday life with the kids gets the best of us, and sometimes we forget to take time for ourselves. So remember that when your pregnancy test comes out positive next week :0) Sorry, just a little positive think on my part! hehe! And congrats on all your cute stuff, I\'m sure you\'re a hottie in all of it!!!
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Fun to read about your shopping day! I\'m notoriuos for buying inspiration outfits. Actually ordered something today! I think your renewal of vows on the beach sounds incredible and I can picture you wearing that special dress. You will look gorgeous. Glad you are back. I missed you!
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Your wedding is going to be amazing! Good job with the super bowl foods too!
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It sounds like you had a great time this weekend:) Congrats on getting your vows renewed. That is what I want to do a few years from now..after I lose weight and me and the hubby get our lives worked out a bit. I am realy happy for you. Congrats on all your achievments..the skinny jeans..and the new coat to help you reach another goal. Sounds awesome!:) Have a great super bowl party.
Tabby xoxo
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Ah, to be young and in love. Glad to hear Kevin is appreciating you efforts. Lovely plan to renew the vows and very fitting after your time apart. I am so happy for you and the many exciting changes that are coming your way.
(and NO I wasn\'t shot or anything)