Apparently I didnt push the save entry button when I wrote in here earlier. Basically it said I'm stressed from school, 72 hours of work a week, driving an hour total to get to the pool and back, and working out an hour every night, and getting things ready for the move.I know everything will work out, but I am tired, and stressed. We are moving across the country and have no idea when because we havent gotten the call yet. (hunny works for the government). I dont like not knowing, I dont like playing the waiting game. I have been spoiled owning my own business. I make my own hours, and everything is run on my terms. I dont like having to rely on other people. Can you tell I'm a control freak??? lol. I lost . 2 pounds yesterday. I actually lost 2.2 because I had gained 2 pounds over the weekend with my little mini breakdown and bindge.. so proud.. Anyway, I'm losing again so thats great. I 'm not going to stay in this pecimistic mood, I promise, I just need to start my damn monthly so all tis p.m.s. drama will go away! I dont like having such unpredictable moods, and drama. I have been cranky with the kids, and its not fair to them! I love them to pieces and there is no excuse for my behavior. I did get out of the house this morning, so that was good. I went to the bank and got myself coffee at Tim Hortons. If I dont have my coffee, its not going to be a good day.. Caffeine addiction?? I'd say so! But, it could be worse I guess. Are there calories in black coffee? Anyway, I know swimming will be a great workout tonight and is actually quite relaxing. Even though I'm busting butt!!! Hope everyone is having a great day. Dont worry about my rant.. its just my hormones talking, I promise I'll be fine!