Thank You!!!

Thank you so much to people that have responded to my cries for help.  That made me feel so good right now.   It is pouring outside like crazy.  I wish the rain would die down a bit. I have to go and see the nurse practioner this afternoon as well as the gyno that is doing my surgery next week.  I am sooooooo nervous.  I ended up getting a massive migraine last night.  Now I still have the migraine, however, it is not so bad.  I took a lorazepam, hoping I would calm down some.  My stomach is really nervous and upset about seeing the doctor.  My friend may meet me at the doctor's today.  However, I am preparing myself to go by myself. Yesterday I was supposed to go in and pick up my boxes from school.  I called Unified.  They said that there is no way that I can go into the building until they get all the boxes down from upstairs into the dock area.  It will save my back and walking.  That is nice.  However, when one of the ladies who is in charge of workman's comp said that if I go into the building people will talk, well I lost it.  So they talk.  They are probably talking right now that I am not there.  There is just too much hoopla with school right now. My youngest started school.  She has been crying herself to sleep the past two nights because there is a girl in her class that is bullying her.  This is the first year that I am not at the same school as my daughter and I can't save and protect my baby.  This is really hard on me.  She told me not to do anything.  However, I have to notify the teacher to let her know that there is a problem.  I can't believe people pick on other people.  What a mean society we live in.  I was bullied when I was in school.  I hated it.  I don't want my daughter to go through that. Last night my husband was nice to me.  I told him that he could take the kids to church and pick them up.  However, I ended up going with him to get my youngest because he was tired.  He also said that he missed me and wanted to be with me.  Well, I guess it is a start.  I felt bad because I bit his head off this morning for no reason.  I did not sleep well last night.  My left ovary is killing me.  Surgery sounds wonderful right now to get out of all this pain.   I just wanted to tell my therapist thank you too.  She has helped me a lot over the past year.   The other day I was just having a bad day.  I was on one of my low moments.  I thought that she was not helping me and that I was a thorn in her side.  However, now that I have had a chance to think about it, my therapist was helping me all along and it was me that had the problem.  I am sorry that I ever doubted her.  I hope she accepts my deepest apology.  She is the best therapist for me and I am so glad that she is helping me.  Heck, she evens wants to help me when I am in the hospital next week.  Not many therapists will do that.  Thank you so much , Amy, for all you do.  Again, please accept my apology.    Jennie