I finally got a diagnosis this week of the pain that I have been having.  I have Fibromyalgia.  I have been in so much pain for such a long time, I thought that I was going crazy.  I am looking for people to talk about this aliment.  I need to find out all the information that I can.  I am seeing a wonderful therapist who is helping me tremendously.  She is really taking the time to help me.  She did however, suggest hospilization tonight to get me to take my medication if I can not take it in a month.  I don't want to go into the hospital and yet at the same time I need to take the medication so that I feel better. I would like to be a good mom for my daughters.  I ran around tonight picking up the kids, doing laundry because our dryer went out.  I actually got work done today at school.  My husband came home all pissy because our oldest is not home.  He was snapping at me because I didn't pick up the oldest at the same time from chuch that I got the youngest.  I am not superwoman.  I can't do everything.  I have to let some things slack.  My dad isn't doing very well.  His lower half is all swollen and he had taken a water pill. My husband just got home from work.  I am wondering who else is a teacher and has a family and has a stepdaughter that doesn't talk to her stepmother and is selfmulating herself and is very overwhelmed with school and who is in need of a maid.  Just a lot of stuff is going on.  I do feel good tonight though.  I wish I could talk to my therapist again this week.  She said that she is going to have me see her 2 times a week.  She is the best person in the world.  She deserves a medal for helping me.