Last night I ended up at the walk in clinic with a major panic attack.  I thought I was going to die.  I had an EKG done.  My heart is fine.  My blood pressure was bordline high.  140 over something.  I had a low fever100.  I started my Zoloft for real last night.  It makes me feel all dopey.  I hate that feeling.  Today this afternoon, I fell at work in the parking lot.  I landed on my right Knee, right ankle, and stuck my right hand out to catch myself.  My ankle is swollen, my knee and index finger ARE KILLING ME.  I husband and his family refused to drive me to the emergency room this evening.  They said I was just at the prompt care last night.  I had to spend the night with his family eating dinner because his mom just got out of the hospital.  I was shaking and feeling like crap on the couch.  He said that he was concerned, however, he said tuff it up and take some medicine.  It was free to go to the emergency room.  I will have to drive myself tomorrow.  Don't know if I should call into work tonight, or try to tough it out tomorrow and walk on the crutches I had at home.  My kids care more about me at times then my husband.  What ever happen for sickness and in health.  He could see how swollen it is, that I was crying and shaking.  What does it take for him to help me.  I am falling apart when all I want to do is have a normal New Year.  I have been so dizzy lately and I don't know why.  confused.