I have depression and anxiety.  No one in my family is supportive to me.  My husband snapped at me so bad today.  He told me that I am addicted to the Lorazapem.  He told me after I busted my butt on my daughters sleepover birthday party last night that she wasn't allowed to have a friend sleep over.  However, my stepdaughter, his daughter is having a friend sleep over for a second night in a row.  He tells me that I spend my money foolishly.  However, he bought me 30 dollars in crab legs and a calendar for me working so hard.  He also got dinner out for everyone.  He works a part time job and is 9 years older than me.  His mom just got out of the hospital.  she has a brain anurusm and has had a series of strokes.  I felt that I was loosing my mother.  When my kids have their friends sleep over, it helps me because then I have time to myself.  I haven't been eating write because I have been so stressed out.  I wish my husband would love me for the woman who I am.  He came home and said that women were droolingly over him at his place of work.  He told me that I stank.  I made him lunch, he refused to eat it, made me cry and I had a panic attack all day, where I thought I was dying.