I am sooooooo glad to say that my divorce is almost done.  I have my hearing on the 13th of July... Friday the 13th.  I actually take that as a good omen.  I don't really believe in "omens" but I've always had added luck on those days.  I can't wait to be done with him as a husband.  Unfortunately I'll never be rid of him, cause of the girls, but he's getting a little bit better every day.  It's so terrible... I think about stuff all the time and say "If we had just done such and such, then it would've turned out differently."  It's hard for me to remember that we (I) didn't FAIL, but HE backed out.  I was willing to make things work, and he wasn't.  I can't say that I was the easiest person to live with, but neither was he.  But at least I didn't walk out and give up.  hrmph!Let's see... my girls are getting so big!  Mackenzie is already 4 and in pre-k!  Lacey is 3 and really learning a lot.  They are benefiting sooooo much from preschool!!!!  I'm so glad I've put my pride aside and accepted county money to get them the early education they deserve.  Mackenzie is a real artsy fartsy girl.  She loves to dance and sing, act and make believe.  Lacey is more hands on.  She likes to do do do... and learns that way.  They are both so smart!I'm enrolled in ElCo for Fall... I'm taking a child development class.  Should be very interesting.  :)  I'd say I'll be able to relate.  What do you think?  Ha!  Oh, I went through a 2 week waaaaay mild depression thing.  I didn't want to get out of bed, I wanted to stay away from people, I wasn't feeling like my normal self.  I think I'm over it, but I'm still trying to get into some good therapy.  The gal I'm seeing right now isn't even a therapist!  She's an RN!!!!!  I don't think I'm gonna continue with her.  But that's what you get with free money.  Anyone know of some no-cost or low-cost mental health services in the Los Angeles area???  Anywho, thought it was time to get back into the swing over here on this site.  It helped me so much all those months ago, and now I'm ready for that support again.  I missed you all!!!!!!!