Ok, so here's some updates. My new car. Did I mention it??? I was in an accident, and long story short my car was totalled. So, being that I wasn't already strapped financially (joke) I thought I'd go out and buy a new car. Well, it turned out well. I got a great little SUV and the payments are decent. I've personalized it and put stickers on the windows. I wash the sucker every other weekend, and I even look like I know what I'm doing! :P
Let's see... the ex husband is still stupid. He is constantly chewing me out and belittling me. What a jerk. But I'm a bitch. I called him a sperm donor yesterday.... to his face. :/ Needless to say he was mad. I apologized later, but I think it rattled his cage. So, eh, mission accomplished, I guess. The divorce is almost done... I filed the last bit of paperwork this past week, and now I'm just waiting for a hearing date. I CAN'T WAIT!
My girls are good... Turning 3 and 4 within the next few weeks. I'm planning their party and so stressed with that. On top of that I just joined weight watchers online and it's my first week, so I'm always flippin' hungry. Grrrr. My weigh in is tomorrow. Wish me luck!
All in all, I'm still having ups and downs. Here's something weird. I didn't take my Paxil today. I forgot this morning, and then when I remembered, I also recalled that other days when I took it late I turned into a bitch in .02 seconds. So, I decided to skip it today and see what happened. I'm FINE. How about them apples, huh? I haven't freaked out on anyone or had any anxiety attacks. In fact, I've had MORE energy to do things. I did 2 loads of dishes, 3 loads of laundry, folded laundry, cleaned my bathroom counters, floors, mirrors, toilet, sinks, and washed my bedroom windows. I also unpacked some old boxes and sorted through those. I've just been a busy little bee. I'm starting therapy this week, and I'm hoping that the therapy will help me get off the Paxil. I'll write again when I know more about that.
Love you all, and thanks for the endless support!
Let's see... the ex husband is still stupid. He is constantly chewing me out and belittling me. What a jerk. But I'm a bitch. I called him a sperm donor yesterday.... to his face. :/ Needless to say he was mad. I apologized later, but I think it rattled his cage. So, eh, mission accomplished, I guess. The divorce is almost done... I filed the last bit of paperwork this past week, and now I'm just waiting for a hearing date. I CAN'T WAIT!
My girls are good... Turning 3 and 4 within the next few weeks. I'm planning their party and so stressed with that. On top of that I just joined weight watchers online and it's my first week, so I'm always flippin' hungry. Grrrr. My weigh in is tomorrow. Wish me luck!
All in all, I'm still having ups and downs. Here's something weird. I didn't take my Paxil today. I forgot this morning, and then when I remembered, I also recalled that other days when I took it late I turned into a bitch in .02 seconds. So, I decided to skip it today and see what happened. I'm FINE. How about them apples, huh? I haven't freaked out on anyone or had any anxiety attacks. In fact, I've had MORE energy to do things. I did 2 loads of dishes, 3 loads of laundry, folded laundry, cleaned my bathroom counters, floors, mirrors, toilet, sinks, and washed my bedroom windows. I also unpacked some old boxes and sorted through those. I've just been a busy little bee. I'm starting therapy this week, and I'm hoping that the therapy will help me get off the Paxil. I'll write again when I know more about that.
Love you all, and thanks for the endless support!
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