4 weeks 2 days

I weighed myself this morning and I am 147lbs, trying to maintain that weight for the first trimester. I am eating healthier and drinking lots of fluids (mostly water and milk), I still have NO symptoms other than feeling tired all the time and frequent urination, I'm ready for the sore nipples and getting nauseous. Some people may say I'm crazy for asking to be nauseous, I don't know I think it will put me more at ease. Hubby is out of town on a business trip so I have been home alone since Thursday it's reasuring to know that I am never really alone nowadays, so occasionally I will place my hand on my stomach and talk to my little bean telling her/him how proud and honored I am to be carrying her/him in my womb and that he/she is the best thing that has happened to me next to of course being pregnant with big sister Nevaeh. I place my hand on my heart and speaks to my precious baby girl Nevaeh telling her how much I love and miss her and to please watch over her baby brother/sister. I look up to the sky and thank God for this precious miracle and to please help my baby grow and to help me have nothing but positive thoughts and to help reasure me that everything is going to be alright. God I leave everything in your hands because you are an AWESOME God.