#4 part 2

Ok so one more lousy hour to go and thats only if they dont drop something in my lap last minute like always and i just dont wanna go home,I wanna leave work but i dont wanna go home and i have nothing to do, I could go break my wallet by buying another game or something but i just dont want to......I dont know what to do on the days that i work because this job drains me emotionally and thats on top of how i already feel on a daily basis. I dont know.....i guess ill grab the wife and go get something to eat because i AM hungry but i dont even feel like eating right now.
I guess ill just see where i end up and how bad or good what im doing at the time really is for me or people around me.........
Ill have more tomorrow.

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annieheart
annieheart

Do you take any meds for depression.You might be feeling like this from a chemical imabalance.I watched the chaparone the other day with my hubby and lil one.I thought it was a real good movie.
SeanPain
SeanPain

I really enjoyed the movie but it just triggered my depression and nope no meds i cant because the only ones that the docs will prescribe make me even worse than i already am.
deleted_user
deleted_user

It breaks me emotionally to see you hurting Sean. Hope we can get you sorted out better and on your way to being a bit happy. Starting with group therapy or even just councelling. It truly helps