4 months ago tomorrow

Tomorrow will be 4 months since Brad passed away.  Sometimes it seems like yesterday and there are times it seems like it has been a very long time since I was with him.  We really had a full life together and did so many things together. There are no regrets except that we never got to take retirement early and move south to get closer to our daughter and away from the cold WI winters.  Well, I am now living near our daughter without my best friend and it is very sad at times.   The townhouse I bought here is on a beautiful lake so I am still living our dream. Brad would have loved it here so I want to find some peace in that.  I will go down to the lake and remember my love tomorrow and it will be ok.