4 Agreements....applied, not hired.
I try my hardest to apply the 4 Agreements; Be Impeccible with your Word (One area I am really strong), Don't take anything personally (ROYALLY FAIL), Don't make assumptions (ROYALLY FAIL-I am always assuming, strategizing, and running scenarios for "what if there is a confrontation"), Always do your best (Working on it).
When I am in discord with someone or myself, all of my worst attributes fully come to surface. I usually try and just steer clear of a lot of people and keep my circle small until I have some grasp of what it is I am going thru. This time around with my realized Co-Dependency I am really limiting myself in the contact with people who really trigger all my stuff, as the realization in itself has made me hyper aware of myself right now at a level I have never been......so sensitive, so hurting, so apologetic, so broken, yet so fully alive.
I have a feeling that this will transform into a really meaningful, rich, and loving relationship with myself.....but the journey is super intense and uncomfortable.
When I am in discord with someone or myself, all of my worst attributes fully come to surface. I usually try and just steer clear of a lot of people and keep my circle small until I have some grasp of what it is I am going thru. This time around with my realized Co-Dependency I am really limiting myself in the contact with people who really trigger all my stuff, as the realization in itself has made me hyper aware of myself right now at a level I have never been......so sensitive, so hurting, so apologetic, so broken, yet so fully alive.
I have a feeling that this will transform into a really meaningful, rich, and loving relationship with myself.....but the journey is super intense and uncomfortable.
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