4.16.16

I feel really good so far in my journey. I have been sticking to the truth and a positive attitude. I have been working on being SELFLESS, I used to be sooo selfish and not thinking of how my actions would effect others. Like yesterday I wanted a pretzel so bad and I wanted to get one with my boyfriend. He was going to come with me at first but he was really tired and needed sleep. I felt like I couldn't wait like I was dying for the pretzel so I went to get one anyway.... Now I could have just got me one and went home ate it and said nothing about it but I originally wanted to get this  with him. I stopped and thought how it would make me feel if he was to have went without me. I would feel sad, so even tho I knew he was sleep I did not want to have one without him so I bought him one and took it to him. I didn't have to but I wanted to because it meant something to me for him to have one... 
  I will work on being more selfless because I like the feeling I get from truly thinking about others their thoughts, feelings, wants, emotions. 
I am slowly reading more of the Bible to keep myself on track with my journey also. I like to read in general so this is good. I see myself growing into myself more and more everyday. Slowing realizing who I am an loving me and appreciating what I have to offer.
  I no longer feel lonely and I most of all I believe what I am saying and I am sticking to what I am saying. My word has meaning now...