4/12/12 6 weeks preggers!

Well I haven't wrote a journal in a few days but that's because nothing is really happening! I haven't been having hardly any symptoms at all! Just being tired and moody. I'm happy that I'm not having to go thru morning sickness or dizzy spells or anything, but I'm also scared that the pregnancy isn't progressing. I keep wanting to pick up the phone and call the Dr. but I keep telling myself my u/s is only a few days away and I'm not having any spotting or severe cramping so I shouldn't worry myself. And even if the pregnancy wasn't progressing, there's nothing that I or the Dr. could do about it. But, still I'm only 6 weeks.... most women are just now starting to feel pregnant at this mark. My friend didn't having anything but a missed period and started feeling sick around 8 weeks. The big thing I've been experiencing lately are the mood swings. I got mad at my boyfriend cause I came home from work and he was with his brother outside in his truck. When he came in I was like you know, if your not really to settle down and be a dad then I'm just gonna go live elsewhere. So, of course I made him cry. He was telling me that everyday he wakes up thinking what is going to happen when he stands up in immigration court?? What if they DO deport him? He says he is so scared he will never be in this baby's life. That makes me sad. But, we are going to see a lawyer in Memphis on the 23rd and hopefully he can help us. And another mood swing incident was at work yesterday.... Ok, I don't know why but I do have a hard time hearing sometimes especially if you catch me off guard and say something I'm going to be like What?, I didn't catch that. So most people talk to me at work like that. I am sitting at a computer with a headset on, a phone ringing in one ear and they are trying to talk to me and then they get mad when I don't hear what they are saying. So a coworker that sits beside me that's like 7 months pregnant said something to me about someone's son, and I said who's mom? (keep in mind I had a phone ringing in my other ear) and she got all mad and blew up  on me telling me I can't hear and I need to go clean out my ears. Usually stuff like that won't bother me but it did yesterday. So, I just sat at my desk and didn't hardly talk all day. So, she leans over and is like pssst Jalina! So I was ignoring her until she peaked over me cubicle and is like Hey I am talking to you! I told her... Yeah, and there's a reason this time I'm not listening. She says oh, you know I love you. ***Whatever***.... and this woman always seems to judge my boyfriend.... So, I ordered wedding rings from walmart using a credit card. I usually don't like credit cards and just pay cash, but I don't get my bonus check till the end of the month and I want the rings to get here before then, and I can just pay off the credit card at the end of the month. So I was telling her about the ring I ordered and she's like YOU ordered? Isn't HE suppose to pay for them??? I told her again that every pay check he gets, is going towards people that dished out money to get him out of jail ($10k). And she always says stuff like a real man is suppose to do this and this... well she has no room to talk cause she is 7 months pregnant and her husband is UNEMPLOYED and is LAZY and plays video games all day. She comes home from work and has to clean up after him and one day when it was like 80 degrees outside she had to push mow the yard cause he wouldn't! Also, he did have a job at a factory and worked 2 days and quit cause he says it was too much. Then put in an application at Domino's Pizza... REALLY??? That's for teenagers... not for a man that has a baby on the way! Anyways that's enough for right now, I'm getting mad just typing about it. I will update later!