4/10/16
Well the last condo I spoke of fell through as well. The owner accepted a higher offer, which must have been full price at 130k. I offered 125k, so kinda sucks. I'm making another offer on a smaller condo for the full sale price of 115k, which is really cheap in NJ. The condo is beautiful too! My mortgage payment would be so cheap! I hope they accept my offer. :)
I have to talk a bit about Jenna and me. I'm not sure its going well. The last few weekends I've gone up there she's been pretty quite and standoffish. Like playing on her phone a lot, and watching music videos. Very different than normal. Normally she's hanging all over me. She also was pushing me away a bit when I touch her, she even told me for the first time she wasn't in the mood lol. Maybe the honeymoon is over...But she came on so strong when we first met its just a weird feeling...
I've also noticed she hasn't been calling me at work anymore, though I do Skype her at lunch when the weather is nicer so maybe that's why...She just had a different look in her eyes this weekend...and last weekend too really. :(
Also when we went out to lunch today she just got out of my car and went inside without me when I was locking up the car, we'll usually hold hands and walk together. I thought it was kinda rude. And the other thing she told me this weekend was that she wishes she could have sex with a rock star, but that she can't because she's with me. I mean like all tattooed and pierced. It really killed the mood too, because we were watching TV and having fun before bed until then. When she said that I just rolled over for a bit.
I finally talked with her and told her that's not me, I got my ear pierced for her awhile back, but that's all I'm really willing to do. I really have no interest in getting a tattoo...They fade and you have to keep getting them re-touched every few years, they stretch when you age.
When I told her that's not me, and that I don't want to disappoint her, she said sorry and she loved me. Maybe I blew it out of proportion, but it shows the type of guy she likes and its just not me. And again when I came home she Skyped me and asked me if I'd get a tattoo, I just told her I'd think about it...
It just makes me feel inferior to that type of guy because if that's what she's looking for that's not me, and I can't change. I'm willing to do a lot for love, but not a tattoo I don't think. Not ruling it out completely, but I wouldn't even know what to get on my body lol. She's asked me to get her name, but to me that's a big no no if we ever break up its a stupid thing to do.
It's the main rule of a relationship, you can't change someone, and if you think you can you're chasing a dream. I just fear this might be the beginning of the end...I've never once asked her to do anything for me, or to change something for me. If you love someone you accept them completely... :(
If we can't get by this I might have to end it...You can't live a lie, especially if we aren't even married yet, and we are only 8 months into our relationship and she's trying to change me into this rocker guy image that I'm not. Sucks, but I might have to just give her an ultimatum.
Till next time... :(
I have to talk a bit about Jenna and me. I'm not sure its going well. The last few weekends I've gone up there she's been pretty quite and standoffish. Like playing on her phone a lot, and watching music videos. Very different than normal. Normally she's hanging all over me. She also was pushing me away a bit when I touch her, she even told me for the first time she wasn't in the mood lol. Maybe the honeymoon is over...But she came on so strong when we first met its just a weird feeling...
I've also noticed she hasn't been calling me at work anymore, though I do Skype her at lunch when the weather is nicer so maybe that's why...She just had a different look in her eyes this weekend...and last weekend too really. :(
Also when we went out to lunch today she just got out of my car and went inside without me when I was locking up the car, we'll usually hold hands and walk together. I thought it was kinda rude. And the other thing she told me this weekend was that she wishes she could have sex with a rock star, but that she can't because she's with me. I mean like all tattooed and pierced. It really killed the mood too, because we were watching TV and having fun before bed until then. When she said that I just rolled over for a bit.
I finally talked with her and told her that's not me, I got my ear pierced for her awhile back, but that's all I'm really willing to do. I really have no interest in getting a tattoo...They fade and you have to keep getting them re-touched every few years, they stretch when you age.
When I told her that's not me, and that I don't want to disappoint her, she said sorry and she loved me. Maybe I blew it out of proportion, but it shows the type of guy she likes and its just not me. And again when I came home she Skyped me and asked me if I'd get a tattoo, I just told her I'd think about it...
It just makes me feel inferior to that type of guy because if that's what she's looking for that's not me, and I can't change. I'm willing to do a lot for love, but not a tattoo I don't think. Not ruling it out completely, but I wouldn't even know what to get on my body lol. She's asked me to get her name, but to me that's a big no no if we ever break up its a stupid thing to do.
It's the main rule of a relationship, you can't change someone, and if you think you can you're chasing a dream. I just fear this might be the beginning of the end...I've never once asked her to do anything for me, or to change something for me. If you love someone you accept them completely... :(
If we can't get by this I might have to end it...You can't live a lie, especially if we aren't even married yet, and we are only 8 months into our relationship and she's trying to change me into this rocker guy image that I'm not. Sucks, but I might have to just give her an ultimatum.
Till next time... :(
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