3rd Stim Check

Today I am a little blue compared to yesterday.  My RE got me all pumped up yesterday (thinking I may be ready to trigger today) and then I went in today to find my follies have not grown enough.  My RE was out so another RE saw me and he didn't measure all of them but said they need to be a bit bigger.  I will stim again tonight and go in at 8:30a.m. tomorrow.  He said I should est ER on Mon or Tues of next week.  My E2 was 1,400 so it is continuing to rise by not too much, right? I am cramping pretty hard right now.  The nurse said I could take Tylenol X-tra Strength and I have done so but the pressure is still there.  They say it is normal w/ my ovaries being enlarged but the paranoia always sets in for me on these things.  If something is not as it should be in my body, I always fret about it.  I think I have cried like 10 times today.  These hormones are killing me!  DH keeps reminding me that we are actually doing things earlier than expected on this cycle so I need to keep that in mind.  Tonight will only be 7th night of stims. So tomorrow HAS to be a better day and hopefully I will get the "go" to trigger!