3rd day of zoloft

Well - turns out I had a panik attack yesterday afternoon. That pretty much ix-nayed the idea of goig to group therapy. I took an Ativan and it helped tremendously - per the dr's orders. Did well for the rest of the night - actually I stayed at my parents house. I knew I would be fine but I didn't want to be alone in my house. Woke up again through the night though and din't sleep much. Apparently Zoloft causes insomnia yay. But started obsessing until I could take drugs in the morning.  I actually went through this whole thing about how I'm going to loose my house, my car, my animals, my job and be locked up somewhere and my family would come to see me on holidays, and my neice and nephew would be afraid of me. yay. I feel better now, but still sad when I reflect on what my mind puts me through. I'm also still majorly shakey and feel exhausted and like I'm on speed at the same time.