3mo checkup

Well today is the big day and I didn't reach my goal I had set.  I wanted to be 60 lbs down but missed it by 4-6 lbs depending on the scale.  I feel like I have let myself down and I am very nervous about the appt.  Maybe my pouch is not working right or I am eating too much I don't no,  my hubby thinks I am doing just fine and not to  worry easy for him to say.  I have given so much and I am more active then I have been and yes the wt that I have lost has made ne feel great and I do have more energy.  You hear others talking about how much they are losing every day and the amounts are so much higher then mine.  Like I have said in the past I think I had too high of expectations after the surgery.  I feel like this is how it owuld have been if I had not had the surgery.  Some one at work asked what is the difference now after surgery then before the surgery.  The only thing I could come up with is you can only eat 4oz and if you eat the wrong thing it comes back up.  I don't no I think I am just nervous I no it will all be ok in the end.