I have not updated this in awhile. I have already been on two dates with the same person. I finally broke my record. I really didn't hold anything back about the MS and he still wanted to date. He is very sweet, gentle man. There is chemistry (yes we kissed and there were sparks for both of us) which is very nice. I don't want to rush anything. He has asked me out for a third date.  On our second date, he had to carry me out of the restaurant. It was not a true relapse but a psuedo one from the heat and stress. My eyes hurt so bad, I couldn't keep them open. Sounds very amplified, pains in my fingers. wrists like arthritis but it wasn't because it kept moving around. It was like sharp glass, extreme headache and numbness in legs. I tried to stand but too dizzy and I had two of them trying to get me out but then legs quit working. He picked me up can and carried me out. In a way that was kind of romantic.. if I wasn't hurting so much. And after all that .. he still wanted a third date. Of course, he had to take me to my home as I could not drive. He told me if I didn't feel like going out then he could come over to the house and watch movies or just look at me and watch me smile and laugh.  I don't know if he is the one (it's too early to know that) but I will continue dating. It is nice to have someone care about you.