I haven't updated my dating progress. Well, I did have a meeting on Friday which was nice but there wasn't any chemistry. I also didn't feel very good either. I thought I was going to pass out on him as I was feeling weird, numb. He didn't know anything about my health and I made it through without having to reveal that. Tomorrow I am suppose to meet someone else for breakfast as we tried for three weeks now to get together. I will let you know how this goes. I have concern as he doesn't drive a car but motorcycle. There is no way I getting on it. I just wonder how we are suppose to go anywhere, when I can. I guess in my car. Well... I am not going to worry about that. Take one step at a time.. let us meet and see what happens. We are not meeting today. It will be tomorrow for breakfast. He has been sick and the weather bad but I wonder if he is having second doubts about meeting me. It is silly that I have to wait so long to meet with someone that lives 30 minutes away. If I could drive, I would meet them halfway or all the way. It makes me think it is the MS.... I don't know. He says he really wants to meet. I guess I'll see. To tell or not to tell.. hmmm .. MS Society says wait until it turns in to something... other people say be upfront about it. I have done both and still not much further along. It will happen when it is suppose to happen and it will be worth the wait. Edited: Well, it got pushed again to the weekend, maybe Sunday. Something is not right with this situation. He says he has a bike but can't drive in on the highway because its not insured. It sounds like he is driving an moped or small bike can't afford to pay insurance to have it on the highway. This is crazy. We not meet yet and I am seeing flags coming up. I don't think this can work out. I don't think I want to meet him now. I don't think he couldn't handle my situation. I pushed my progress back.
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