It is 9:55 am and I am not doing very well right now. I did make it out on Saturday however, there wasn't to many people out. I was about the only one there sitting alone. I decided to have a drink. I sat there hoping some other people would come in. As I sat there, I started to feel funny, tingling, numbness in arms then legs. I decided it wasn't worth staying there and I was afraid I wouldn't be able to walk out. I did have problems with walking and I got home safely and watched another movie. Today I am having pains again.. I think TN.. on right side. I have no energy and have to watch my balance as I been falling over so quickly.  I don't know if I can stay awake. I will try to keep alert at the computer but I have fallen asleep on it several times before. I don't want to miss the call about the loan for refinancing my home. I should have heard from him yesterday.  My son is seeing a doctor this morning and having x-rays. I hope that everything is all right. I am not getting my shot this morning because he had to be there and my friend was suppose to take me but has to be in the office. I will get it tomorrow but it will be pouring down rain.  I did my exercise for today. I walk up to the mailbox. I barely made it. I almost lost my balance and having to get up three little steps was a struggle. However, I still can walk, feel pain, laugh, smile, breathe.. so many wonderful things..see God's creation and beauty that I end this that God is Good.