Today started out ok I guess. I seem to sleep soundly, but only for about 5 to 6 hours. My mother in law sent me another e-mail today saying she was sorry, so once again I felt better. Then I don't know what happened. I started learning how to post things on ebay just to rid myself of some of the junk in the house. Took my grand daughter out to buy sheets and pillows for her new bed we bought yesterday. Then the trashman came and emtied the first load of crap from the dumpter I rented. The guy from across (who is just a crook) the street came over asking if he could help as I had opened the gargae door trying to figure out what to toss away next just so I can make a path from the front of the garage to the kitchen door. He said he should have offer earlier but he forgot. Wanted to know what I was going to do with the Harley, said he knew someone to buy it. I just went off on him. I told him there was no way he knew anyone that had that kind of money legally. Then he started asking about other stuff he wanted. WHat the hell is wrong with people? He said he figured I would be moving out. Now Why would I do that, I have been the only income in this house for going on 4 years. I was just so pissed, I slammed the gargar door almost in his face. I was all of a sudden so thisrty, came in drank a couple full glasses of water and proceded to move my husbands lagre dresser into my grand daughters room. It went fine and helped me blow off some steam. Then I went to move my dresser in its place, what a mess, all the cable wires were so messed up that it took me another couple of hours to get the cable in the house up and running. My grand daughter went out so I phoned a few people to see if someone just wanted to get out and go to dinner. I couldn't get a hold of anyone, so I went by myself. That was sort of sad seeing everyone else with someone and laughing when I still feel such pain. Anyway I ate till I could't move and here I am. Promised myself I would relax and get to bed early, even if I just lay there and watch TV for a few hours, I'm not lifting a finger to doanything else today.