Thank God, My mother in law e-mailed me back and said she was "sort of sorry' that is about as far as apoligies get in this family. I cried and cried when I saw the e-mail, this woman has been just like a mother and a best friend to me for 12 years now. I have been trying a new thing, selling things on ebay, so far no takers but a few questions have been asked.  Its keeping me busy. My husband left behide an entire ceramics business. He bought it all from some man two yeats ago, got really good at it and then quit. I have an entire backyard full of over 6000 molds plus a three car garage with all the paints and kilms etc.... I will be so happy when it all goes away. I was thinking of donating it, but could find no takers. I have wanted it gone since it first arrived. Any way I am feeling better today. Took my grand daughter out yesterday and bought her a beautiful bed, hell its nicer then mine. So today we need to go get some sheets and pillows for her. So nice to have someone in the house. I had an alarm company come out yesteday, Hopefully we will be able to slepp easier as soon as it is installed.