I am doing a little better each day. The tears have stopped at least for the moment. I still keep cussing him out for leaving me and my emotions go up and down with the sun and the moon. I seem to do better during the day. I get a little spooked at night. I don't undertsnd that, I have never been scared of the dark. My grand daughter has deceided to move in with me for at least a few days a week so that is very helpful. She is only 15, but a very bright girl. she gives great hugs when she know I am about to tumble. She already has made plans of going on a few trips with me, just like a kid always wants to stay busy. I have invited her to go to Hawaii with me in February so I can scatter my husbands ashes. Right now she is keeping me busy.
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Its great that your granddaughter is with you. I\'ve never believed it when people put down \"kids\", saying they don\'t know anything. That\'s crap. Give them a chance and they can do amazing things. She already has. You two are so very lucky to have each other!
Big hug to your granddaughter, I think she\'s doing such a good thing for/with you. I promise it does get better with time. Be well, and don\'t put pressure on yourself for anything. Grieving has a course it has to take. It will get better.