"SAD"

I just took someone off my friend list.I gave her some advice and I was poo pooed.That really hurt my feeling's.The last couple week's has not been good when it come's to the emotional part of my illness.I think I'll just take A step back and just write in my journal.This was basically all I had outside of work.I used to do alot of charity work and I don't go to church anymore so I can conserve my energy so I can do my 40 hour's A week so I don't become homeless.I am working on A project to try to find A job I can do from home.I did get A lead that sound's hopeful.Right now I'm running it past the Attorney General as I alway's do but it take's her staff A couple week's to get back to me.But it's better to be safe then sorry.I have A new neighbor downstairs.We do have some thing's in common.She has fibromyalgia,she has A cat,and were around the same age.We got new computer's at work with new program's.It's scary but interesting.I look forward to learn more.my tendenitist is acting up with this new system but I'll get used to it.I think it will help to do something different.