Tired

I am very tired since my bad cold and emotionally I feel like I have to hold my breath and just smile sometime's when I'm talking to someone so I don't get upset if you know what I mean.April hour's are being cut for the part time for now.That's what the upper management said for right now.Monday I'm going to lok into an eff apt that's half the rent of my 1 bd.So I don't have to think about it latter.April 23RD there's A job fair I want to check out because you never know.I do have vacation time coming.There's also an Organization I want to join for 30$ A month you get 60$ worth of grocery's.A family of 4 it last's A week and for A single person it last's A month.I've got all these thing's going though my mind right now like no job and homelessness and thinking ahead.It's saturday,I'm tired,And I'm going to take A nap.