Today I'm up and down. I don't know how I will make it through this muck and I struggle to not let the fact that he is free to do this to others get me down. I hate him one second and pity him the next. He is a product of molestation himself and since Mercy is one of my divine gifts I struggle with keeping it all in to perspective. I wish for the whole world to know what he is and what he did to my daughter. I wish his own daughter would speak out and tell the secrets I know she is keeping. I wish he would suffer. I want him to suffer as my children and I are suffering and I know that is wrong too. I'm up and down, but right now I have three ducklings who want their dinner so I have to go and pretend for them.
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Today I feel better. I have my tower to my computer back where the book I\'m writing is stored. That was killing me to think the book was lost. My oldest added went to a site and picked up viruses so I had to take it in to get cleaned out. My book is what I\'m living for. I hope to change the world and to help stop adding so many new members to this community through education of mothers who turn a blind eye.