Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Well this is not going to be a good entry I am so upset right now about gaining 3 lbs I am now 235.8 and I just feel like I have given up so much to be let down so early.  I am exercising hard and eating about 800-900 cal. daily and drinking all my water and yet I gain wt that sucks!!!  I hear others talking about lossing wt on a daily or weekly basis and can't understand what I am doing wrong.   Don't get me wrong I am not regretting the surgery I just thought well I am not too sure what I thought any more.  My mood today is really bad I think I am PMSing but not sure since I had a partical Hysterecomy, I still have my ovaries just no period.  My hair is coming out like crazy and I did expect that and I can't wait for it to stop I am at the 3 months and that is when they said it would be at its worst I hope.  My hair is every where and on evrything.  Don't get me started on my pee ordor it smells like bad fish since that is just about all I am eating lately. I am drinking all my water and then some which I find not to be so bad I can drink almost normal without gulping or sipping so now I can take more in.  I have tried salads with chicken and it is great and I hold it down.  Which by the way has been bad lately it seems some foods that I have tried and did ok with are now no good so I seem to be doing abit more dumping lately which I don't like cause it hurts like hell.  The weather is driving me crazy it seems like every other day it is snowing or icing so being outside is a no!  I have never seen this since we have been here in ILL.