I made chicken scampi for dinner and it tasted wonderful it was the first meal in awhile that I enjoyed.  I used the cookbook and the family liked as well, they had pasta with the chicken I had mixed veggies.  Steve got me some tofu so that will be my next try with the cookbook I am kinda nervous since I have never tried tofu.  This helps my mood and I feel that things will get better with time and alittle faith and lots of friends.  Feeling good