18 Jan.  Well for the last 2 days since I worked I have felt very blah.  All I wanted to do is stay in bed.  My stomach is very upset and I think it is because I am having trouble with moving my bowels again.  I was so regular some times 2-3x aday now it takes everthing I got just to go.  Eating is like forcing the food to go down right now and my tastes buds don't like anything I am eating.  My first night back at work was one of the worst nights I had to care for 10 pts who were all on bed checks and needed assistance with everything so I never got a  chance to really take a break and I had protein snacks with me to keep my energy up but even that was hard.  It seemed like I was eating on the go again and I couldn't get enough very very cold water and I felt bloated after the shift was over.  I applied for another shift in the hopital for days and god I hope I get it.  I did however weigh myself and I hit my 40 lb mark and that felt great.  I went for a walk this morning with the dog and the fresh cold air felt wonderful so hopefully that keeps me up beat today.  I have been missing some foods as well and I seem to be thinking aout them alot lately but I will do something to redirect myself.