39 weeks

Today was a bad day. Turned 39 weeks pregnant and as my body adjust for child birth I can see the excess fat that I will be left with. I feel overwhelmed, angry, frustrated, Like its never going to come off. Especially the number being so high.. its intimidating. My husband says that he will always love me... But I don't see how. What could he possibly see at this point? I have no figure and honestly its starting to look more like im just fat not pregnant. I don't know what to do anymore and its driving me insane... I feel like im going to explode.