38th TMS TX and DONE

This was a huge waste of time, gas, money and anxiety. Did nothing for me. I'm beside myself with misery, guilt, hopelessness, anger. I am an empty shell of a person. I do not recognize this person. I used to be so outgoing, funny, ambitious, affectionate,etc. GONE!! All of it and then some. I don't know how much longer I can live like this. Meds not working, therapy not working, exercise not working, Acupuncture not working, Tms not working, BRAIN NOT WORKING!!!!