Well, my last journal entry reminds me of the Mark Twain quote, "If I had more time, I would have written a shorter letter". Actually, I have nothing but time, but haven't been able to take care of things. Today I made myself wash the dishes, clean the kitchen, take out the trash, and follow up on some calls. That helped a lot to know I was able to get some things done, even though it wasn't everything I planned on doing. I've made a list of things to do, and will try to get a little done each day. My list is intimidating, but I am determinded to not let it overwhelm me. Next, change my will, clean the bathrooms, and pet the cats.
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John, I am with you. I have not been able to do nothing. Did buy groceries today. I need to clean wash and straighten up. I do what it takes so the house will not be dirty but Lord, I cant do anything. I am sick and numb. I pray that things will get better, my dear friend. God bless you and here for you and thanks for being here for me.
geez, you sound like me only i\'m not doing any of it. my floors are gross and its all so overwhelming. i have to keep it together for work during the week but on the weekends i break down and allow myself to feel....which is now ruining my weekends.
soooo, GOOD FOR YOU!! you are inspiring me to get up and do something. :)
oooh..*sigh*........this is soooo hard, especially when you have very recently lost someone as it feels like not worth it to do it just for you.....but it IS. Libra will be wanting you to take care of yourself....(off to do the clearing up now!!) hugz Cathrynn X