Back to work

whooo hooo!! got a job, halefreakin lluheyah~~~ or whatever im suposed to say. thank you thank you thank you.  i start on thursday. full time.... until i cant do it anymore. 4 days a week... weekend shifts.... of course the night shift. they seem like they will work with me, and have no problem with me being pregnant. i hope i will have enough money to pay all my bills up... get ahead... and get some things that i need and/or want. i want to go clothes shopping. i have very few winter clothes. i found a sweater/dress that was just great, and would go great with stretchpants and nice winter boots... i want to stock up on diapers. i want to feel self sufficient. i want a gym membership... i cant walk much cause i hurt my back, but i could do weights for my arms and legs... i dont want to get FAT. lol.... now that i can eat. i went to a buffet, i ate 7 plates... 7!! and ice cream, and soup... holy shit.... seriously, lol, dont judge me. i had food all over my face. the only reason we left is cause my friend was tired of watching me eat, i coulda kept going. i feel better, im sure i'll feel better after this week.... im so scared to get my hopes up. i really am. the downside, is, im going to be dealing in a casino again. but i need the money. and if i can keep control over myself, then this will work perfectly, both for a temporary fix and a long term plan. Its my birthday this friday... i will be working... i had wanted to celebrate my birthday, cause its the last birthday as a single person.... but right now working is more important. maybe later in the week i can go do something, get a massage or something after i work those 4 days for myself. but i already got that puppy. i still got about 230 to go till she is on a vet plan and paid off... she is cute, i will post pictures... she follows me around when she is out of her pen, and steals my socks. and whines, ok, yelps and screams and barks if she cant get to me, or if im not home. lol. i got two babies. well i'll try to get on here later and catch up with everyone... love you all