is this truly real? some of my messages got through to my BF, and he wrote me back, he has me absolutely in tears right now. is this something i should rely on? its so hard to. he is so wonderful, i never thought i would ever have anyone in my life like him, and had gave up hope that such a person existed. here is what he wrote me.      Love, is not a simple thing babe,Sometimes it vanishes,maybe it varnishes,there is only one thingthat love can bringto a man like me.You.Baby I love you and will start from whatever step you want to start on, you are a fine puzzle, I've put you back together again once, I will do it again, as many times as it takes so that you are whole and peaceful. I will figure something out for our bills and house payment ok. Just remember I love you and will see you shortly. i feel so often that i dont deserve him, but he wants nothing else.