Very very frustrated today, now that my bf knows its good, cause he's sent me a couple of e mails telling me how much he loved me, which is what i needed, however, he is not recieving my e mails at all, or not on time, and im just frustrated cause i have to repeat myself and hope he gets it. i cant wait till he is home, i had word that he could be home in as little as a couple weeks, i do so hope that is true, i really need him, its just hard to wait.  i think i am going to go back to work next week, or attempt to, i really need to, i am so low on cash, good thing im used to it from my gambing like crazy days. i hope my boss works with me, cause if he happens to get home while im at work then i will end up walking out of work., i dont know. so much up in the air